a▓▓▓▓▓ is ..

feelin empty as usual ..

when exam coming.. days seem harder to pass by.. feel like workin but if work feel guilty that no time to study.. but when i don't work i have tons of time to study, end up i dont study, keep thinkin 'aiya later aso can study'.. and also feel guilty if go out because i'll keep thinking 'o fuck still got lots i dont know and im goin out now??'.

this period sucks.. during march - may.. throughout my study life, i only stress for two months max per year. and these two months.. are the worst ever.

ppl who are used to my 'aiya fuck studies lets party' attitude will find it amusing, "eh alvin got study also one ahh". but well, i THINK of studyin, but never really did.

so it's probably time to stop comtemplating startin this weekend when the Land Law classes kicks into gear.