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i've monitored my spendings for 3 days..

23march

13 = nasi lemak + 2 white kopi
6.5 = something la

rough total = rm20
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24march

11 = nasi lemak + white kopi

rough total = rm11
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25march

6 = lunch at mamak
4.5 = chips
16 = starbucks

rough total = rm26

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looking at my weekly allowance = rm100, i've already spent rm57 in three days doing absolutely NOTHING. now i kinda figured out why all my money missing but i don't see what i've bought. at least if i spent it on clothes or something tangible i can actually SEE and HOLD it. but i've realised i spent lots on food and drinks... that's how my money can mysteriously vanish.

sometimes u may ask why i eat so exp everyday..

because.. when i want to study i need to eat.. and i'll always go to those air con kopitiam like in ikano or watever la, so i can sit down, eat lunch + study + got air con.. i can't study at home, i can't study in library it'll be too quiet.. i like to study at yamcha places i dunno why.. and especially places which have snacks or finger food.. where there are ppl around.. when im bored studyin i can look around and watch ppl's daily lives then get back to studyin again.

and.. u don expect me to sit in hawker centre n study right.. weird la me.. too quiet / too loud also cannot study..

fuck =(

now i need to find a nice free place to sit which got air con and ppl sitting around.. then i can buy snacks to eat n study there..

this kinda sucks when my college has no campus or places to sit down n study outdoor like other colleges (some got garden/park or huge ass cafeteria etc.) if my college had that i wil have more mood to sit around college n use their facility..

brickfields college library always full, and quite sempit.. once u sit down u feel like very packed inside lidat.. end up.. the mind also feel packed cannot absorb anything..

i like those places which are huge and open air but cooling.. nice to study (and sleep after sien studying) so can eat snacks n study also.. wheeeeeeee