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trying hard to scrape thru land law this week but now i'm only at hardly 2% of it..

feeling more blank this week , not emo or whatever, just that dont know what to blog about. there's nothing much interesting about my daily life so far..

u see, everything is becoming more and more like a routine. i need to do something that i don't usually do.. every weekend its the same yamcha ritual and mall-hopping and just loitering around.

when i told my parents i feel like goin on day-trips maybe to ipoh or whatever they'll tell me "last time ask u to go u dont wan". hello, i want to go with my frens so can talk cock wont so bored la. we go to places not because we really want to see the place, is just that enjoyin the company and doing something that feels 'new'.

which is why i keep tellin my frens, i miss high school where there were camps for us to go to.. now i miss goin to camps.. or whatever motivation training course or anything la. so we can just travel somewhere, learn a thing or two, expand our experiences and most importantly getting to know new people. i want to go for those camppppp !!!!

well what if this year got prefects camp.. then.. my gf also there.. and im also there.. but we'll be so near yet so far.. haha!! lagi torture.. go for camp/holiday together but my mum there cannot do anything!! =(

i want to go on road trips with frens..

i want to go on road trips with my girl..

i want to go bbq at the beach..

i want to be able to spend the night talking cock and not worrying need to go back early..

but...... thinking like this right now isn't gona help my revision. haha! i guess i can do that after exams.. where i'll have one week continuous celebration then work after that. haha!

hmm i've realised i kinda toned down on the shopping obsession.. which is a good sign!! =)