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feeling sick and tired..

sleepin don make a difference.. everytime i sleep i get a bad or stressful dream and when i wake up i don't know if it was real or not.. it seemed too real.. i mean my dreams.

i used to dream of the impossible.. like being haunted.. or being thrown from a plane.. but recently my dreams are about everyday things.. and most of it involved strained relationships with parents, friends and others.. and they all seemed too real..

fuck it all.. its just one of the days which i wish i could fag a box and die choking on it.