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ahh another morning where i feel so sleepy despite the long hours of sleep that i had last night.

now that its just less than one month away from 'exam finish!!' fever, im afraid that it's just overhyped and things will be normal and boring as heck after exams, just like my previous exams over the years.

i still remember, the first time i had this 'exam finish!!' hype, it was during spm.. i thought after spm it would be damn fun, can dye hair, can pierce watever shit.. but.. what happened after spm? well.. i got my first 'hold hand' girlfriend.. means the first gf which i hold hands with.. (its a big improvement for me okay!). i only started dating when i was form 5.. even then, it's just only phone calls and teman each other to tuition classes and nothing more.. didn't even hold hand or touch (yes, literally touch) the girl at all..

then it was after the a-levels exam.. i had no idea what the hell i did at that time.. i think i worked.. but forgot work where and don't know did what. heck, it was a really unproductive time of the year..

last year it was after my LLB Inter exams.. i had a night of drinking (first time i got wasted) what a memorable night.. at kumar's house! haha.. and after that my classmates went on to do their stuffs, some worked, some duno do what.. so yeah , i went to work as well.. workin in the boring clothes shop in cineleisure damansara.. and that's when i had too much free time and started studying streetwear (but not the consequences of getting hooked onto shopping).

now.. i've planned stuffs to do after my exam (as always), but the chances of seeing it being accomplished are minimal. well, what are my plans?

- first two nights after exam, major party

- go ipo, eat and party.

- start on 'transmission' project (this is really doubtful)

- work. (do i have enough time to work, and can i juggle between work, gf,
and party?)

- planning my next pickup.. which could either be hp or tiffies (very very
doubtful)

- rekindle my passion in music (which was obscured by my addiction for shopping)

but the problems that i know im gonna face are:

- i dont think my parents would let me out for more than 1 night a week
even though it's after exams

- do i have enough money to execute all my plans (which involves heavy
spending)

- do i have enough time and planning to make sure all my plans are
intact?

well.. exams aren't even over, and i'm actually worryin on how to spend my 'after exam' period. crazy eh. haha.. well at least i need to let some stuffs out after sittin down for half an hour studyin leasehold covenants (which still continues to fuck me like a ten foot dick)