7.5.09

argh feelin so sleepy.. the weather at nite sucks as well.. still heaty, so still and no air flow at all =(

these few days have been so blank.. ain't nothin much to look forward to.. there's this huge halangan called EXAMS which seperates me from freedom haha.

feel like gettin another tat after exams.. it could be '信' or '心' .. though there ain't a triggerin event to make me crave for the needles on my skin.. for that ecstatic feeling.. actually i might just go there to feel the needles again .. love that feeling =)

some of u might think it is pain.. but actually once u've done it.. 95% of the ppl who done it will be addicted to the 'pain'.. its more like a skin massage.. more ticklish than pain.. unless you do it for 3-4 hours la.. then will be damn tiring and start to become more pain.

well anyways, just wana thank my chick, for teachin me that couples dont always need to argue.. when she told me "why when got something wrong, u will scream/scold me one.. why all guys also like that.. when not happy then will scream at the gf.." then i kind of realised la.. its actualy no use to scream and shout at each other when both are mad.. because it'll just make things worse and nothin wil enter the head because nobody wants to give up. actualy neyo's song 'Mad' is dam true la..

despite failed relationships in the past, i'm glad that i've learnt something from every one of them.. and every one of them has added up in ma head, life is a learnin process right.. learn the good stuffs, learn from my mistakes, and its true.. i feel like i'm a better person right now, compared to the first day i embarked on a 'relationship' status.. thanks to all of u, altho some also duno hilang where already.. im glad we could stil remain as good frens =)

n for my gf.. im glad n thankful that i'm allowed a chance to share moments together with u.. altho u might think that mere promises ain't sufficient.. i just hope that things would sail smooth as time passes by.. and i hope to keep things fresh as possible arite..

for those who's encounterin relationship problems.. don worry.. i've been thru the same situation before.. the helpless situation where u think that everythin is over, and u might not find another girl to suit you.. just think, if i hadn't got over the past, how would i have found my chick right now? so just take awhile to crawl through the tough times, and once you're done letting it fuck you around, stick ur head up high and accept the challenges that life has in store for u...(maybe got tiffany for me..who knows hehe.. i mean the shoe tiffany.. i aready got my chick yvonne)

and just like my tshirt says.......

"dont forget your history

nor your destiny"

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