17.5.09

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

geez fuck shitgoddamn my head is unstable my feelings are unstable i dont know what to do about myself im so lost motherfucker damn damn damn damn

im not doin anything beneficial or productive lately.. actually i've done nothing producitve for the past year.. done nothing other than drink and get myself into shits that i usually dont. yeah its helluva fun and crazy time, but what happens when you're not crazy and much worse facing few sources of stress/problems at the same time.

want to fuckin explode ARGH

exam coming but still didn't get my ass up to study..

say wana play piano but didn't get my ass up to start playin

say wana lose weight but end up eat more and even my 'loose' jeans becomin tight

ARGH

1 comment:

Taka said...

fuck u la..emo kid..not a big deal la..not like u lost everything 1 shot..fuck..jz exams la, study la..diu..after study then got 3 months break..then only enjoy la..