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omfg so damn hot..

thankfully my breathin is almost back to normal.. hopefully tomorrow it'll be fine.. so fuckin irritating its even hard to study in this condition.

its easy to say 'work hard to achieve ur goals'.. but heck, i cant even work hard to begin with. i will try though.. where's my fighting mentality which refuses to give up.. geez i need that now.

sometimes internal conflicts within myself is fucking me up and affecting those around me.

i can't multi-task, and i can't multi-stress either.. because its gonna lead me to a meltdown and i was almost at the brink of it recently. T_T