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whee... another non-productive day in college! thanks to some freshies discussin in the fuckin library at the table i was sittin. shitgoddamn its stated 'no discussion in library' but the librarian don give a shit? diuniaseng end up i cant focus at all.. knnmcb.

as each day passes im gettin more stress, but it couldn't really be told from my face. actually i couldn't be told anywhere on me haha. i dont look stressed at all, except today i felt very blanked out because the craving for fags is just so fucking strong and i cant believe i actually rejected 2 ppl's offers.. aahhahaa !!

feel.. so.. blank.. so zombie..

anyways, exactly one week to my exam! i think its a good sign.. because the sooner it comes, the sooner it'll finish! and the sooner i get to work and spend more and more. hahaha