12.6.09

dear blog,

i don't know how to satisfy my chick anymore.. one day i take her out on a date, the next day when i don't really talk much to her, or i'm out with my frens and she's feelin empty, she ends up talkin to me soundin like she ain't happy or what. i seem incapable of doin anything to keep her cheerful for the long run. seems that talkin to me doesn't make her happy anymore just like how it used to be few months back, but somehow when she sees kris allen, LVs, or her bff coming back to visit, she gets all excited and upbeat. please teach me what to do. i'm about to start workin and i haven't planned anything yet for her birthday, nor even know if i'll be able to take an off day on that day. her birthday is probably the last major chance that i get to do somethin to prove my worth and keep her affections on me for a little longer. sometimes its these little signs of dissatisfactions that she shows, makes me wonder if i'm really that important to her, because even when i give her my attention, she seems to be unhappy the moment i ease off a little. i'm not a singer nor a rich person, and i also have my friends to attend to as well, please teach me what to do to keep my chick happy so that she doesn't find solace in another person.

from, a poor and clueless boyfriend.

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