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6 months into the relationship, and what have i learnt from it?

well.. i dont know from what circumstances tat i decide think first, act later.. rather than act first, regret later.

dont judge this chick by her looks.. yeah, she looks real young and cute, but her mentality is actually quite mature in some ways.. but u know, u cant expect a girl to be all mature... a girl needs to retain some of her childishness to maintain her cute 'girl' personality mah!! =)

actually, what made me say that is because she always tells me about the future, and we always chat about the future.. and discuss, why do married couples who work, end up not having much topics of conversation with each other, and why do they always end up in arguments? after having tired days at work, each of them expect the other to be extra nice to them since they had a tiring day at work..but didn't realise that the other party actually has his/her own problems as well..

she made me realise that, and i feel ashamed for being so selfish.. sorry darling..

and today she told me something really adorable.. she was havin PMS.. and didn't want to take painkiller, because doctor told her, if take too many painkiller will affect childbirth..

den she said,

"darling.. see i tink for you arr.. tink for ur future ar.. wana give birth for you, i suffer so much.. u better appreciate ur gf arr!! and especially ur wife next time!!"

hahahahahhaa!!!! she sounded so caring but in a way i wanted to laugh because its so cute and adorable!!

yes darling, i'll appreciate you.. and definitely will appreciate my future wife too.. haha!

darling.. last night when i couldn't talk to u before i slept.. i couldn't sleep properly.. well, maybe now i know the feeling of lettin u wait for me to call u... im sorry darling.. thanks for teachin me so many things that i've never really bothered to notice, all the little things in life that could ease my worries and minimize the problems in our relationship..

thanks baby.. i love you and will never let you go.

ps - ask ur sis name her daughter Tiffany la.. =D