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communication breakdown once again..

whenever im unhappy i tend to make her more unhappy and it'll end up defeat the purpose..

how many times i felt like givin up in a situation like this,

but i know i couldn't let her go,

because i know that she'll be my only one..

i gotta learn to tolerate..

i'm sorry my baby....

i just need some time alone today..

because for 2 months my daily life has been 'scheduled'..

and i didn't even have one day to do whatever the fuck i want..

without the need to look at the time and waitin for my break..

or lookin at the time when my break will end..

or waitin for 9.50am to punch my fuckin card..

or waitin for 9.50pm so that i could pull down the shutters..

i miss that kind of freedom..

sorry darling.. i just saw ur blog..

only realised that u added more pics on ur side bar..

i'm sorry i didn't notice it until u told me..

maybe i didn't have time for the past 2 months..

well obviously i had very little time for u..

but darling..

i didn't have enough time for myself also..

just hope that u could try to understand..