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how much are u willin to sacrifice for a chick ?

i dont know. few months ago if u asked me that question, i would say 'in ur fuckin dreams'..

yeah, im selfish

and im hell stingy..

i would think many many times before buying a gift for a chick.

yeah, i must confess..darling.. during the 1st time

remember xmas..

when i gave u the wings and wallet..

i was actually thinkin..

'this could be my only chance.. im gona try my luck...

but even if i fail, i know i wont rugi much money....'

sorry.. i gotta admit that i was an asshole.

but fast forward to this day,

how much am i willing to sacrifice for my chick?

well.. probably a month's blood and sweat, although its not much.

i know u've had rich guys goin after u , who could get u every tangible thing u wanted..

though i ain't got that much money.. i'd still try to make u smile..

because ur smile means so much to me..

ur smile makes my soul richer..

and to put it simple,

for my chick,

i let go the opportunity to get a headporter,

more shoes,

new frames,

and a new bag.

i dont mind not gettin all those...

as long as i have ur smile. =)


anyways just a convo i typed to my fren:

i told her alot about myself during the sg trip
alot of bad things about myself..
i thought we sure cant end up together becos she knows so much of my bad things
hahaha.. but after sg trip
every nite before i sleep i tink of 32...
keep huggin my pillow wishin its 32...
keep imagining her face..
thinkin about the time when we were sitting side by side in the bus for the first time
and when she slept, her head almost touch my shoulder..
and somebody actually took a picture of us..
i pretend sleeping
but actually in my heart i damn excited until cant sleep

1st time 32 hug me aso she cry..
cos she don believe got a guy so dumb to love her.
hahaha
cos i GENG ma
damn pandai take care of her when i wana kao her tat time
make her feel touched
then..
get dou new gf jor !!! =D