it's 888 posts mothafuckas!! and as usual, with every 'special numbered' post, i'll be updating about myself from now on. it's time to reminisce and look back on what i've done.
i can't really recall what happened since the last time i did a recollection on the happenings around me. major events? not really. i just know that when college started, everyone was studyin hard for their exams (frens from other courses, or for referrals) but mainly because my chick was studyin so damn hard for her stpm. she says that she might not be as bright as the star students in her school, but she's trying very hard to keep up and improve!
actually she's been improving shitloads if compared to her spm time (not that like i knew her back then). she's the one giving me inspiration, and i found out that, even though she might not automatically have the necessary knowledge to ace the exams, she is trying hard and putting lots of effort into her studies. i can see that and i can feel that (considering the numerous 'emo' sessions when she lost hope in her studies and when she watched the time go right out the window).
therefore, i was inspired, by my chick and my friends, because they've been putting so much effort in whatever they're doing. and then it hit me, lookin at myself, knowing that i CAN do things if i put in effort and stop being lazy. i passed both my 1st and 2nd year in law with fuckin shitloads of pure luck. it was so damn scary, things were so close right now compared to back then. in 2 years (hopefully) i'll get a degree and in a couple more years i'd be lookin for a job, and then being one of those young workin people floodin the streets and starbucks with a laptop on the coffee table.
i've been putting more and more effort into my studies for now. and i really do hope that i start putting effort again in my music, and my health.
thanks to everyone for the support, even though you may not expressly show it, by just being around you all, i started to have a concept of what i can be. =)
(yes, this post is full of sentences from linkin park songs. haha)
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