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omg thank god my computer monitor is okay ! yesterday when i try to on it after the lightning strike, it just on then off after 0.5 seconds.. today i try to on it again, it turn on just fine!! damn damn lucky wei.. nonid my parents spend another 500-700bux on a new monitor. haha!

yesterday i was studyin in the library for about 2 hours, and today i was concentrating in class! i realy can't believe that i'm capable of doing that.. i feel proud that i finally can concentrate 70% in class instead of the usual 20%. haha..

but after class i felt quite empty.. went to 1u with my mum. i haven't been there for like.. 1 month? i don't really feel happy walking around malls these days. i think its because i don't really have anything to buy, or any motive to walk around. i used to go to the arcade just to play house of the dead, but the excitement of playing that is already gone.

my life has been stagnant for quite some time already. today i bumped into nasyrah, and she thought that we have been partyin like hell and didn't invite her, but when i told her that all our frens already parted ways, and things have been the same ever since she's gone MIA, she was kinda surprised. then thinking about it, yeah, i've been the same since last time.. ain't much difference, nothing much to look forward to.. not like last time where i used to jam with my frens and sometimes we'll have small performances that we really look forward to. that time i really feel the sense of accomplishment whenever we perform no matter how small or noobish the place is =)