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hey you motherfuckers.. missing in action for a damn fuckin long time . actually ain't in a mood to

write anything but i just need to vent something before i sleep.

its just the time of the year when all law students feel like:

- sleeping on the book and hope the cases somehow seep into your brain

- push ur fingers into ur eyes

- swallow ur notes

- swallow a cow

- rape a tree

- rape a fan

- bang ur head with a baseball bat full of nails

- bang a chick

- doing something fucking stupid.

the fuckin amount of stress.. the expectation.. and the fear of failing the paper and repeating the whole fuckin year again.

yes i am retarded right now. i'm always retarded. but right now i think i'm a cow.

okay anyways the thing which i feel dam mm song today was..

just now about 6.30 i went to the mamak near my college n makan alone la.. then i was lookin around for newspaper to read while waiting for the food. then i saw 2 indian aunty sit beside my table .. one of them have a newspaper la.. its the 'malay mail' which obviously she took it for free at KL sentral or some other place which provide it for free la.

then i ask: "excuse me.. can i borrow ur newspaper"

then she answer me in a fucking scared / cibai manner with two eyes open big big :

"NO NO NO NO this is not the shop one! this is mine!!"

MACIBAI. yes i know its urs, why u need to so fucking kiasu answer me like that? CIBAI. its a fucking FREE NEWSPAPER

u scared i steal it??? YOU SIT THERE DRINK AIS KOSONG ONLY FUCKING POOR SHIT SITTING THERE I AM EATING MAGGI GORENG. FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU CIBAI FUCKER ASSHOLE FUCKING AUNTY GO FUCK YOURSELF AND DIE.

altho its not the shop one, u can also just lend it to me for awhile, its not like im gonna DIRTY IT or STEAL IT. macauhai fucker CURSE THEIR FUCKING ASS KENA BANG BY CAR ..

throw them to hooker house also nobody want them. FUCKING SAD FUCKS like this DONT DESERVE TO LIVE.

fucking useless shit kiasu fucker .