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went to watch miss astro at sunway jus now.. the jam was fucked kenot find parking for 30mins dulan like hell ..

anyways yeah im an impatient guy.. in some situations i could be very fuckin patient, but for most of the situations im very impatient.. sometimes my lack of patience could fuck things up really badly and who knows it better than me. once i was rushin to cross a junction and ended up hitting a taxi really badly motherfucker arrrgh.

and rship wise, i tend to rush in too fast.. sometimes i can be really indifferent to emotions, but once i started investing emotions into it, it will fuck me up faster than u can say "MEOW". i know i should wait sometimes, to let the feelings settle in slowly but after losing something u know how precious it is to you, then you just cant wait to get it back.. either way, this situation is fucked for me.. if i try to rush, i might lose it forever.. but if i wait, i might lose it also because feelings could fade without the proper elements to sustain it.

sometimes i hope i could get some sense knocked into me.. i mean literally, like smashing a bottle to my head, or getting hit by a frying pan or whatever the fuck you can think of. i'm a stubborn fuck and words aren't enough to change my mindset. but no matter what a girl does to me, i will never blame her for doing so because i feel like i deserve it.. i'm just being too stupid

oh fuck it enough with the rship stories anyways after watchin miss astro the road was still quite jammed so i hopped into Monti's to check out the new dj, and im pretty glad that he plays the retro stuffs like the previous dj.. so we can stil go there for cheap drinks, good music, and pool =D

and the manager there stil recognise me.. anyways its dam easy to recognise me lar.. how many ppl shave the side of the head and tie hair at the back haha.. and the uncle there also stil gila.. but it feels so different going there alone since im basically the quiet type (until i've had too much drinks then i'll become VERY approachable and outgoing hahahaha)