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today's another boring day at college. tried to study but ended up falling asleep in the library.. i was readin the same page for 30 minutes.. its like, i read read read the same line.. then my eyes blur.. then my mind sleeping.. then opened my eyes again and read the same line over and over.. then i thought "eh i thought i just read this", then went to a random paragraph and tried to read but ended up falling asleep again.

then i beh tahan, just close the book and sleep on the table! aaargh!!!

luckily my class gona start in about 1 hour's time.. if not i'm really gonna rot in the library and the com lab. anyways, shoutout to selvi for having finished her Land referrals! and to vijhay vick and alex foo for theirs too.. finally u guys can chill !

sigh, college these days aren't as exciting as how it used to be.. adam came to college earlier this week and said "when i stepped into the college, suddenly i realised that the college is dead". its fucking true.. last time it used to be so happening, every damn moment is full of drama and excitement, whether it's about someone blogging bad things about someone else, or a fight that carried forward from the football field, or someone stare cock at someone else. it used to be so fun running up and down listenin to gossips and all the 'fights' that never happened.

peaceful, yes. but exciting? no more.. =(

this year's group are all studious.. the whole fucking 2nd floor are filled with students sitting down and readin their books or practising writing essays. goddamnit! it's just fuckin october! exam is in May/June la hello.. ok ok i admit, nowadays i start to ATTEMPT to study.. Succession is ok, but when i touch subjects like Tort and Evidence i tend to drift off into my imaginary world, dreaming about my chick and goin for vacations with her.. having all the time in the world to spend with her and not worryin bout anything else..

but even though life IN college is boring, no one said that life outside college had changed. its gettin better and better, with all the parties goin on (trust me, i've never been drunk any of those parties, and i will NOT get drunk).. next one's comin up pretty soon, but before that is the college prom. sadly i can't take my chick there because she's got her stpm coming up. somehow i'm not sure if i still want to go.. i would love to crash it like last year, but it depends on my partners in crime.. i'm not sure if they're gonna do the same shit.. speakin of which, i haven't been seeing nasyrah and anna around lately.. wonder what they're doing..

as the year goes by, partners in crime become lesser.. because in inter, we could afford to fuck around and skip classes.. but now those who got thru are at either part1 or part2, and they're studyin their asses off most of the time and attending most classes.. which means less time for play. but for me, things still remain the same. i've got shitloads of time in my hands, and its better that now i start studyin, so that i won't get the same shit results i got for my land and trust.

anyways, i'm goin off to class soon. it's been a long while since i've written somethin this long. take care everyone, and especially to my chick.. cheer up. i fuckin miss you and i don't want u to be moody.. =(