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today has been a fairly good day for me, besides the fact that i fell asleep in class when i was sitting 3 metres away from the lecturer and directly in his line of sight. ok u gotta forgive me for using this damn 'line of sight' term because i've learnt it in Succession. i didn't know that i fell asleep for about 20mins.. haha!

then during the break, the lecturer was in the lift.. he's the lecturer who was askin for a keyboardist to complement his band wich will be performin for the college prom.. i thought he couldn't recognise me, and actualy i also wanted to ask him if i'm selected/required to play with them because he didn't get back to me about it. so at first i pretend 'dunno dunno'.

then once i entered the lift, guess what he did..

T_T

he pat my tummy with the back of his palm. and asked me,

"hey, so when ur free to practise?"

i haf mixed feelings weih!

1. i feel so paiseh when he pat my tummy, because it reminds me of my chick.. she always pat/smack/poke my tummy one..

2. happy because it is implied that i can help them! which means i get to go to prom with a reason!!

actually there's no difference whether got reason or no reason, but i'd like something to look forward to lor.. it's been more than 1 fuckin year since i went up on stage and actually did something good, it could never have been a more perfect time for me to reignite the flame of passion that i had for music once again!

and after evidence class, i decided to go for CF (christian fellowship la). since last year i used to go quite frequently, i haven't been goin for any this year.. even tho i'm not exactly a christian or buddhist, i would just like to sometimes be inspired, draw inferences from bible stories, worship songs, or even the issues that we discuss or share during the session. they were talkin about 'talent'.. and they said,

if u dont fully utilise the talent that you have, God would soon take it away from you and give it to others.

to me, i interpreted it like .. if i stop doin the things that i have 'talent' in, or things which i'm able to do better than the other things that i do, i'll lose touch of it, and soon it dissipates and it'll be much harder to gain it back once you realise that u want it.

what could be, a better time than this, to start doin the shit that i was once kinda 1337 in? ok maybe not 1337, but 'good', or perhaps half of 1337 which would be 668.5?

so all ye mothafuckas, better be thankful for what you have, and all the talents you have, be it courting girls, playin the drums, downloading porn, and whatever else you can think of! because if you just leave it aside, chances are high that you're gonna lose your charima with the chicks or your invisible link with your drum sticks..