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after a month of not postin any shit. i'm back. maybe just for the meantime.

nothing much's happening lately, made some new friends, and as well as some new 'not so friends' along the way. college's pretty boring lately with everyone gearing up to study and i'm not even on Neutral gear but im on a fuckin Reverse gear.

for the past few weeks i've been bumming around at home, just watchin some good old movies that were released before i was born. and yeah i finally took out my books yesterday, when i purposely distracted myself away from the ACTUAL STUDY BOOKS and instead read a novel. gah its stil fuckin books right?

u see everytime when exam comes, i'll find more and more ways to distract myself.. i seem to be in denial.. exam's a month+ away and i'm gettin lazier and lazier. u know even last year when the course just started, i actually put in a healthy amount of hours studying (okay healthy amount to me is like 30mins a day) and now with exams just around the corner i'm just startin with 20mins a day. haha! hopefully i'll catch up soon enough, i dont wanna pull off another miracle like last year - gettin wasted 2 days before my exam and still managed to pass by one fuckin mark.

this time i wanna be sure that i actually pass and hope for my marks to be around the 50 marks region!

and a good news is that i'm finally back to my piano after a 18-month hiatus. although i'm not exactly practising what i'm supposed to practise (eg my diploma pieces) at least i begin to rediscover the passion and pleasure of knowin that i could play somethin. =D

at least now when i'm bored i'll just go to the piano and do some shit. somethin like the clip above.

thanks to my chick and x-japan's inspirations. u know, one of the wishes my chick made for me on my birthday was for me to go back on piano. and it fuckin hell worked!

alright and this is the 25th, i haven't forgotten about that. happy 25th my chico =)