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i miss my chick.. and super super miss the time when we could hug on the bed and fall asleep in each other's arms (feelin drunk).. and i miss the times when it was just me and her and dont need to worry about anything else. sometimes u might ask me, can i envision a future between us both? well my honest answer is "i dont really know" because things like these are so hard to predict, and anything can change between now and 10 years from now. altho we both have distinct personalities, i somehow find an attraction towards her altho i don't know why.

she treats me good most of the time (and sometimes she makes me pissed off) but where got such thing like a perfect relationship? for example, she went thru so much shits and put in so much efforts for both my birthdays (last year and this year) but me on the other hand didn't even do anything for her on her birthday last year. thats why i vow to do something for her birthday this year because she really deserves to be treated like a princess =)

i miss u darling.. ur the one and only star in my heart. here's my 1000th post of this blog, dedicated to you.